If you’d just practiced more
You would have been better
If you’d just played better
He would have noticed you
If you’d have simply lost ten pounds
He might have acknowledged you
If you’d have known there were requirements to his love that made sense,
You might have:
Loved yourself more…
Never questioned your worth…
You might not have adhered yourself to the pain of non-existence…
If you were not so amazingly you,
You might not have:
Sobbed uncontrollably…
Held me tight…
Shared your exquisite beauty with me…
If I could shelter you from the pain, I would
If I could go back in time, I wouldn’t
Because then,
I would not have had YOU
