it is
me.
most definitely,
me.
who is
confusing,
even to,
myself.
still, you have
desire. of. none.
for me…
not the me, of now, for
she – in all of her
she-ness…
is a trigger. that.
ignites within…
you (she hates that).
we have taken the
worst, of
us…
to display in all
ways, to
us…
you, and me,
we.
never.
planned.
this.
blindsided, with eyes-wide
open… and,
afraid.
Suzy Ham 